I Don't Believe That Anybody Feels The Way I Do About You Know...

'Cause Chelsea sent me the most amazing version of this song night. I'm truely thankful to her for sending that to me, made me somewhat survive last night.
I also like the way it's similar to most the stuff I listen to at the moment as well. (:
I also like the way it reminds me of specific people at certain lyrics.

I had quite a nice day yesterday, considering I didn't feel to great.
I woke up and had the yummiest shower, ever. Which immediately made my day. Then I spent the rest of it with Breanna. Watched penelope, which is such an amazing film. James McAvoy. <3


I'm currently talking to Shaunie on the phone.
good times.
she's shouting now.
Me: Hurrow.
Shaunie: is it me you're looking forrrrr.

x]

Jokes.


Bluntly.
I'm not happy.
Y'know that small vocabulary doesn't help much either.
But yeah.


Although I'm happy for Chelsea and her phone committing suicide and jumping off her balcony.


And I love how you can change my entire perspective of you, just by saying hello.

Love's not a competition but I'm winning...

I'm not going to bother fighting for this much longer.

Well atleast I thought I was....



Ice age 3 tomorrow with breanna.
(:
<3

This post was basically pointless.

(:

They didn't love their live so much as to shrink from death,
Inspired in their footsteps...we will march ahead,
Don't be shocked that people die,
Be surprised you're still alive...
All heads are bowed in silent reverence
The floor is wet with tears of sorrowful remembrance
The alter is filled with hearts of repentance
Perfect love kills all fear, rejoice in this deliverance.




I'm not quite sure what mood I'm in today, it's been a rather fluctuating day to be perfectly honest. Mainly revolving around that 'tard up there. we watch Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium.

Oh and I've been watching alot of "Whose Line Is It Anyway?"
'Cause I'm awesome like that.
I've spent most of today watching the bloopers.
-giggles-

Epic times.


I have work tomorrow.
Which I'm not too happy about as angie and aaliyah have finally done their time.
x]

Oh well.
Lasagne for dinner.
Nomnomnomnomnom.

(:
<3

I'm going to be greeeedy (:

I need and want way too many things. it's actually quite pathetic...

- I want some chinese supernoodles. :D
- I want to buy a can of coke and diet coke and share with my bum.
- I need to hang with Chelsea soon. :(
- I need for my leg to stop being spazzy and hurting lots.
- I want some strawberry milkshake and vanilla ice cream.
- I need to stop talking so much crap.
- I want to go shopping 'cause Topshop and New Look have sales on.
- I need to figure out why my foot is bleeding so badly.. O.O
- I need to find a nice song to listen to,as I'm listening to this one a bit too much.
- I want to get new glasses, 'cause i'm starting to get more headaches.
- I need to make sure my nice undies get washed. (Y)
- I want to make sure I don't forget the look on your face when you did that.
- I want to get a huge bag of sweet popcorn and drink with Shaunie. x]
- I need to go get some headachey stuffs before my head falls off.
- I need to be more social 'cause my friends count is dropping.
- I want to buy a nice pair of shorts for summer (Y)



COW HORSE.
(Y)
awesome times.
I'm getting a bit tired of looking like a retard though.
=/
:(


Oh well.
Where be my bum.
I missed her today.
:(

(:::::::
Ahh.
Lots of eyes.
x]


xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Let's make It Last Forever.

Yes, Paramore blog time. x] Sh. Shaunie shall enjoy this. I've now heard two new songs from their new album, and oh my, I am rather excited. Yes, I did actually dance on the spot. 'Cause that's just how cool I am. I don't even care that they've become "mainstream" or whatever now. I love them. I truly do now understand what Chelsea means about when people try and like beg-fan. They know nothing. it's actually rather pathetic. I truly don't think there is one paramore song i didslike. I favour certain ones more than other obviously but still. (: Eeeeee. roll on 29th of September. :D For Shaunie: 1) Hallelujah. 2) Stop This Song. 3) Ignorance. 4) Conspiracy 5) Emergency 6) Let The Flames Begin ( With the Oh Father Outro) 7) Brighter. 8) My Heart. 9) Franklin. 10) Where The Lines Overlap. 11) All We Know. 12) Decoy 13) Decode 14) Misery Business 15) That's What You Get. LMAO. That's my top 15, like most listened to paramore songs. x] there's still like another 20 odd songs. I LOVE IT! =D I'm in a good mood now, considering the song i'm listening to. Ignorance is your new best friend... I'm going to go to Joanna and Christalla's tonight. gonna be so weird. haven't been in ages. it's gonna be one of those proper girly nights. like seirously girly. Eeeee. (: And I still miss you. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

(orange on behalf of her gorgeous hair! )

He Kissed My Lips I Taste Your Mouth....

I've missed this.


I've missed hot nice it is just to listen to a song, and smile because the mood it creates. That's why I love John Mayer.
I've missed finding songs that can alter my mood, quite easily or gradually.

I've missed associating people with songs as well. I have a song for pretty much everyone I know, no one will understand why I choose them except me. Nonetheless I do have one for everyone. No, They are not all Paramore songs. >.<
I'm in a rather weird mood. I do not usually miss much. however, at the moment, i'm missing alot if people, and things.

I miss him. I miss her. I miss them. I miss me.

I love how much I have changed. I don't even care if I've become someone worse or better. It doesn't bother me. I like who I am now, even if I can't necessarily explain that person. I am content.
Most of this is gibberish by the way.
Shaunie should appreciate my re-founding of my love for John Mayer. ( and yes I know that isn't a word...i think x] )

Ohh.

Katy Perry.


I'm sorry but many people may class her as a one hit wonder. However those people who have bought her album and bothered to actually find out stuff about her will know that she is unbelievably amazing..




I'd love to live like this, preferably without the dying scene. Thanks.


I love how ayshie is now doing all of this.
She'll get addicted.
I got so keen the other day when i heard John Mayer - Gravity in House yesterday.
My face was quite literally :O

I have dance later.
YAY.
(:
It's actually really nice because I missed last week due to being on my death bed and such. It's the last week this week though. :( until September..... Sad times. :O
What am I supposed to do on a Tuesday evening between 6.30 and 8.30?????
:O :(
House it is.

I want to change my hair.but I don't know how. I'm already sick of it. I might steals Shaunie's old colour. muahahahaha. (: 'cause that was Yummy. I had lots of fun at Ice Age 3 yesterday. Lets just say Shaunie has a huge mouth and can fit 42 pieces of popcorn where as I barely managed 20. x] big gob. And the fascination of everything whilst wearing 3D glasses was absolutely class.
x]

but yes.


Burst In The Door And Take Me Away,
Oh, No More Mistakes.
'Cause In Your Eyes I'd Like To Stay...

<3

And I've Never Said It Before

Eeee (:

I was just being nosey again and looking at Shaunie's bloggyness. And i started reading the newest one. Let's just stick with - we should be lesbians. x]
I just love the fact I can make her smile. I don't even know how,I just do apparently. Ofcourse, I'm no billy or petch but I do try to share my love avec Miss Wheeler. And i dohope she knows I love her to bits and such. I mean you just have to look at her facebook and some of the horrendous pictures of us together. We do have some ridiculously girly giggle moments.
And Shaunie..

Can I just say I don't care if you've changed or not. I mean you were amazing before, you always seemed the most down to earth out of all of them! x] Them. But still, even if you do say you've "changed" y'know with the whole "look" and music taste. It doesn't mean much to me. I still see you as the amazing girl i knew before hand even if you do apply less mascara now. But atleast you taught me well before you stopped doing it.
And yes.
Sarah does understand, for once. Lol, i rarely do to be perfectly honest. But with you, I just do.
You were never some "beg-friend" and yes you are worth something.
Apart from the fact I like being able to see myself in you. We've both made the change to "the dark-side" if you wish to call it that. We're still both unbelievably ghetto. (:
I do think you need proffessional help!
To be my hoe ofcourse.
;)
Gill shall have to teach you well. She will be your master. Think Karate kid gone hardcore prostitue. :D
Oh I haven't changed on the inside towards you either.
Dont worry.
3Ding YOUR MUM! HOW EPIC! AHHHHHHHHHHH.
And why is it you make me wear and dress the day it rains then magically turn sunny. x]
I wanna wear my shirt and shorts, 'cause i stoleded Farhaanas sunnies the day we went to Woodhouse. x]
So i may abandon you with that, OR wear my skirt. (: Good times. You need to stay at my house soon.


Oh and.

'So i sat on the curb and cried. They all stared. They all walked by. She came and she sat beside me. Holding her umbrella high enough for both of us, put her arm across my shoulders and offered hers for me to cry on. That was when i realised i wasn't alone anymore.' ♥





You love how I did this in orange, Our colour. (Y) We should be a lesbian couple... seriously.
x]

Mr G. House.

I know he's like 50.

But.
Phwoar.

I just watched my favourite episode of House <3 Y'know the one where he gets high ( i know that's like every episode ) and susses it's Amber on the bus.
x]

this all sounds so sitcom-like.

but it's not. Honest.

Oooooooooooooooooooooooooh.
I love him.
(:







http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpJ8A3WFQQM




It wouldn't let me embed it.
but it's still pretty.
(:
onomnomnom.
Yummy.
<3

I'll still say that you shine brighter than anyone.

Ooeer.
My first blog. Get me eh?
Don't be expecting the next Tennyson. 'Cause i'm not that talented. This'll just me complaining or me being really stupid. And aslo so Shaunie and I can be awesome and pathetic together
-thumbs up-

But yeah.
My weekend has been really dodgy.
Which I'm not too overly fond of.
But still - I'll survive.
I hope.
I'm in need of cheering up preferably from Miss Wheeler and a little bit of 3D films.
They always give me headaches and make me go cross eyed.
Oh so sexy.

Oh!
And what else made my day.
Seeing Heather's Sleeping Beauty pictures.
Eeeee (:
I loveee it.

And for some reason I can't stop listening to Michael Jackson - Dirty Diana.
Which is rather amusing 'cause I never used to like this song.

Where's my real life diary guy at?
:(

Wanting to curl up into a ball and die,
drinking like there's no tomorrow,
trying your very best and failing,
sleepless nights with only doubtful thoughts for company
and
wishing there's so much more to life.

welcome to my weekend.
(:

(and I don't know why I did this blog in this colour.
My mood = the colour I do, prepare for rainbows)

<3