I do love the shlag even if she does upload butters pictures of me. ;D

but still....

I miss these guys. 

And our amazing ugliness.

all photos stolen from chelsea's blog. bitch.

<3

:)

Because people apparently like to printscreen my face.
xD

I clearly need to start wearing more make up. >.<

Plain faced Sarah with no fringe.

Definately a Meh. 

x

I think

you've finally stopped caring.

You clearly just live to piss me off now.
Clearly the biggest disappointment in your life eh? I'll never get sick of hearing that.

But I refuse to snap anymore.
that's all you want a reaction, cause then I'm in the wrong and you can play the victim.

I've never felt more like a stranger in my own home......

So I found these...

and I honestly think they're some of the only baby pictures of me in this house.
However, there are plenty of Breanna and she looks AMAZING in all of them.
I like having a gorgeous little sister. (:

I actually wish I looked more like her when she was a bubba. But oh well. ^-^
Look at us now eh?

Lots of photos in one blog. :D Good times. <3

I miss the sound of your voice

And I miss the rush of your skin

And I miss the still of the silence

As you breathe out and I breathe in

If I could walk on water

If I could tell you what’s next

I’d make you believe

I’d make you forget.

Ah man....

I never want to ask you for help, but right now...

I need you.

I miss you.

So much.

It's actually killing me.

Don't go.

Not yet.

So yeah.

Come back, 'cause I love you too much to watch you leave.

My friday evening.

Consists of this lovely film.

I really wish I was her.

And I really wish I had a him.

<3

^-^

Please <3?

....

Today....
Wow.
I thought I was ready. :(




How much did I feel like slitting my wrists after that.
Eurgh.

I don't remember the last time I felt so shit.

I'mma just go and sleep forever now.

We've been down this road before...

Ah.
I'm such a ridiculously shit mood now. ¬_¬
You're actually such a dickhead. No joke.
I can't believe I actually felt I was looking out for you once. You know you being the youngest and all, surely that was the right thing to do?
HELL TO THE NO.

I don't give a shit what anyone else says to me.
You're a fucking skank.
You actually make me sick.
You've fucked me over way too many times now.
And don't deserve that stupid label of innocence most people give you.

You're actually a joke.


I hate you for doing this to me.
Thanks for fucking this up. (:


What now?
Do I stay angry or get upset?
Either way you're not worth....and to be honest, and don't think you are either....

Silly Sarah. (:

Elle ne dirait jamais où elle est venue de.

Yesterday don't matter when it's gone.

I like the fact Breanna is watching this with me.

Dancer in the making much. (:

I've had a terrible headache for the past two days.

It's getting a bit hard to concentrate in lessons as well.

I know I have exams coming and i'm trying to revise but bleh. >.<

I've had a nice day today.

I wish you knew.

I wish something could've came from that.

I wish you knew everytime I see you, I feel like a complete idiot.

I wish I saw you more. (:

TUNA. :D

<3

Do you see what we've done

we've gone and made such fools of ourselves.


Well actually more "of myself," because this is clearly one-sided.
Today has been such a disgusting fail of a day.
I need to go to Brent Cross tomorrow to get my fucking £400 pound phone fixed.
If they can't do it, I will actually cry.

Yeah but it also means I'm missing out on other shiz that was supposed to be going down.

BUT WHO CARES RIGHT?
:D


Clearly not you. ^-^
Oh look at you being all silly and being so nice and just acting out Paramore songs.
"I still try, holding onto silly things, I never learn, Oh why? All the possibilties, I'm sure you've heard!"


Hello Friend.
Bare not replying to me.
-_-

When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth.

But god it just feels so good.

I've watched his wildest dreams come ture and not one of them involving you.

I cannot wait until I can rub this in your face.

>.<

Watch this all go wrong now.

¬_¬

Adam Cooper

Oh
YUMYUMYUMYUM.

I'm watching Swan Lake at the moment, with Breanna.
It really is not as good as watching it live. I think I cried. It was so beautiful.
It was such a shame that Adam Cooper was not the lead Swan.
It's funny trying to explain the choreographic intention to Breanna, the fact that she actually understands what i'm on about it so cool.

Woah, it was never my intention to brag

to steal it all away from you now.


But god does it feel so good.




The fact it annoys you,makes it taste that much sweeter. ;)

Stuck on you...

till the end of time. <3 Tune of the day. (:


I like my logic, thanks.
I prefer it to yours. (Y)

I'm looking forward to tonight.
Going to go meet Jamesy,Harry and Yoshi soon.
Good times.


My hair got attacked today, it is now a cherry red. I do like but it looks so dark when there isnt a decent amount of sunshine on it. >.< My fringe is having a moment and feeling the need to be a crest fringe. ¬_¬

So yes, Ashleighs Birthday ^-^ Bless her. FInally 17 and ten spending the night avec Jamesy hopefully.
(:
I do lubs him lots. He has the best cuddles.
I'm blatently looking forward to face raping harry. :D
and all the black jokes from yoshi. xD


and I painted my nails today. (: One hand is blue, the other is orange. I like it.
^-^

I don't write on this blg thingy enough and when I do it's nout interesting but oh well.


Now, this is what it feelsw to be alive.
<3

FML

:(

Seriously, how do those girls do it.
¬_¬

[:

Today has been a really nice day.
We went to Wwelwyn Garden City, and I doubt extremely highly that is how you spell it but still... (:

Today, I realised how happy I actually am.
My life is pretty good.
My family are great, I know sometimes we have these moments of just being bleh, but we've got it quite good. I really should complain less.

My little sister is a legend. I love her so much. <3

My friends are awesome. I'm so happy I have Chelsea back, even if it is only a little. >.<

And him.
Oh Sarah stop getting your hopes up.
It's not going to happen, but still...
nomnomnom.
*melts*
Your voice. ahhhh <3333


I've got so much work to do.
Which I haven't done.
but I don't care... (for now) xD

Pineapple Dance Studios is on Sky One now.


I'm happy.
It's been a while since I've last said that.

:D

Mumma said...

I can buy one of these, but which one?

Don't surrender, Please remember december.

:)
I've had quite a nice day today.
Good lessons and all that jazz.
My dance girlies are just amazing, I love them so much, I don't know what I'd do without them to be perfectly honest.

I had a nice chat with Paula today.
Et franchement, je peux perdre tous les autres, je ne veux pas juste vous perdre.

We had a laugh at some people today, specially those fools who act like they're so perfect with such a good life, when really they're the most depressed and have the most issues.

We don't need drama do we sexual. ;)

I'm looking forward to tomorrow now. :D

I'm not going to apologize anymore, I feel bad, but I'm not dwelling on it.
So far, I've got some pretty cool cards and gifts. <3

Bring on 17.
(:
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

...

I'm so over all of this.

Yum.

I'm too lazy to resize them.
But.
Nomnomnom.
<3
Yes please.

Ouch

Today has been both good and bad.

My ankle has just died.
It hurts so bad.
And now it delays me with my dance work, and now I'm hobbling around. ¬.¬
So bloody annoying.
EURGH!
:@

French was okay, I actually understood what I was doing.
>.<

And I'm not looking forward to Psychology tomorrow with that Sperry stuff.
It's all confuzlling.

This blog is once again pointless.

Oh and I love how you blatently ignored me yesterday.
Fool.
-_-

Tonight at dance was good.
Ballet, FML.
So hard. XD

But the stage stuff was cool.
(:
Yay for Skarpellis being lovely.

I think i'm going to put some more ice on my foot.
:(

I'm going to try and get an earlyish night.
Me thinks i'mma get some strawberry milks, watch some family guy and have some of those cold pills which make me super drowsy. :D

:D
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Eurgh

Allow me being such a gay.
French oral today - Guess who didn't do it.

I'm so stupid.
Fuck sake.

I just can't bring myself to do it though.

and now, once I think about it.
I really regret not doing it.
I should've just done it, and not care if I've failed it or not.

I'm actually going to spend 90% of the weekend doing french.
I'm leaving this weekend as well.
So I can be lazy, but it might be a little bit sad.

:(

I'm in need of a cry and a cuddle.
especially considering i've failed pretty much all of my mocks.
Ha.
Stupid Sarah.

What are you eating?

"It's called a jawbreaker. It's supposed to break your jaw. Want one?"

:)

Good Film.


...
My heart hurts.
The sweet smell of your breath still makes me shiver.
I shouldn't like it but I do.


But wait.
Your her oxygen.
You love watching her breathe.

She still can't hold her breath.
But I can.
It just hurts....

xxxx

If I Should Be So Bold.

I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hands.

I haven't fallen in love with a dance so much since Elisa. Hello New Favourite Dance.
And that kiss at the end. nomnomnom.

:)
I have work tomorrow. >.< Time to hand that lovely piece of paper.
I want to "Dine In Hell" but I'll be too late. And then I'll look like a sillyboo when I turn up.
Like New Years weren't bad enough. XD

Jeanine Mason is my french thing for the sports unit. :D I don't know why I said that, but still.

I'm a bit lonely at the moment.
I had a lovely day with Breanna, watching Doctor Who.
She is rather awesome.


I've literally spent 90% of this afternoon asleep.
Such a bad belly ache. :(

Oh wells.
(:
xxxxxxxxx

'Cause I'm just..

one of those ghosts.

Yeah, I guess that sums up how I felt at the end of '09.
Excluding those 5 minutes I had with Chelsea,Paramore and a Lamp. (: I've missed those times.
But yeah. =/

You're like oxygen,but she's not very good at holding her breath for so long...
I need to inhale sometime soon. :(
That's pretty much what has been colliding with the walls of my brain even before I managed to get to sleep.

My blogs only ever consist of lyrics. >.<
I'm actually dead proud of myself.
6 hours sleep, 6 hours work. (Y)
I managed to stay awake as well. :D

I need to:
-Revise for p.e. exam on Monday 9.00 FUNTIMES! >.<
-Revise for psychology exam on Monday 10.00. ¬.¬
-Do my french work. Whatever it is. o.O
-Make up a 2-3 minute solo and 3-4 duo that will get a decent grade compared to my mock...

SO NOT GOING TO HAPPEN.
I don't want to go to work tomorrow.


I'll think pace my apartment few times
and fall asleep on the couch
and wake up early to black and white re-runs
that escape from my mouth.
All I Wanted Was You...

You have no idea how much that hurt.
It was like someone was constantly trying to squeeze that clock or something.
Atleast I got the nommy pillow. :)


I've never felt so butterz in my life. >.<
I need to dye my hair again soon. It's faded quite a bit actually.
*stops mumbling and goes to find food*

I miss you.
I miss the end of summer.
I miss forty hall.
I miss the fact I suck at helping, but I'm good at passing the time.
I miss how happy you used to be.
I missed the time, I wasn't jealous of you, you're just too amazing.

"You're the only one that I believe in,
And I don't wanna be lonely anymore.
I wanna get back to the old days,
when the phone would ring, and I knew it was you.
I wanna talk back and get yelled talk at,
fight for nothing, like we used to.
Oh Kiss Me like You Mean It, Like You've Missed Me,
'Cause I know that you do."

Do you?